still not enough
must work harder
much more harder
a lot more harder
or
am i really
not suitable
should i change it
???
emo
sad
tension
depressed
confused
helpless
lost
tired of my life
life is hard...
what is the meaning of life?
more and more dun understand..
:(
8:53 PM
I dunno why i dun have chinese new year mood this year. but i know i definitely will miss it next year since i will unable to celebrate chinese new year next year with my family and friends. i going to miss them very much when i leave malaysia. :(
my family.. ^^ love them lots!!!
Gathering with frens is great!!!
Love the moments with my loved ones...
XDDD
3:34 PM
Dear Yie Sue~~ Happy 22nd Birthday!!!!
Hey, i am wishing you a happy birthday!!!
so stop stare at me like that. You should smile at me. ^^
Yes.. this one better..
and i am smiling at the camera too so faster press the camera. :P
I have known you since form 1.
so we have known each other for 10 years.
It is a long friendship and i do hope that our friendship will not last only 10 years but forever.
I am very happy and have been truly blessed to have you as my friend.
Thanks for simply being my friend.
Without you, there is nobody accompany me watching movies in BP.
Ahaha.. :P just kidding.
For me, you are a lot more than that besides being my movie partner.
I hope that your life will always be filled with happiness and joy.
If you need any help, just don't hesistate to tell me.
I will always be there for you.
Happy Birthday again.
Have a blast and enjoy the day.
Hope all your wishes and dreams come true.
Be happy always..
SMILE!!! XDDD
Love you!!!
<3<3<3
Friendship Forever!!!
You will always be my friend and u can't escape from it. :P
Love,
Pei Yoong
3rd March 2010
2:15 PM
watched 3 movies in 2 days. crazy life. lol..
The Twilight Saga New Moon
Ninja Assassin
A Christmas Carol
watch twilight saga new moon yesterday afternoon with yie sue. the movie quite nice. although at the beginning quite bored but overall not bad la. haha..
then at night go watch ninja assassin which is acted by Rain. the story line of this movie quite good but the movie very violent. killing ppl from the beginning of the movie till then end of the movie. i watched till feel like vomit. haha..
then watched a christmas carol with ah chin and her cousin this afternnon. the movie also not bad but not as good as i expected.
9:15 PM
went cycling with my brother then accidentally injured my toe. :(
12:37 AM
first time went karaoke session with my family on friday.. altogether 10 people including my aunts and uncles. went to my uncle's karaoke lounge so it was free of charge.. haha.. enjoyed myself so much although kept sing old songs. haha.. but it was fun. hope next time got chance can go again!!!
then the next day went out with mei yan and dwee. it was also very fun. quite a long time didn meet up oledi. at last we met up yesterday. so happy.
at night, went watched 2012 with my brothers, sisters and cousins. luckily i managed to get the ticket.. haha.. the movies was awesome. have a deep thought after watching the movie. we must cherish everything we have now as we will never know wat will happen next. life is short..
12:13 AM
Finished my finals and having my long holiday now. stay at home everyday.
I enjoy stay at home because i no need to think and decide what to eat everyday, my mom and dad will prepare for us, then i no need to wash clothes myself cos i can just throw all the clothes into the washing machine.. the most important thing is my internet speed is much more faster then at the college. XD
However, feel quite bored and sienz stay at home. the miserable thing is i need to wake up at 7:30am every morning.. it is very hard for me to wake up so early. lol. then help my dad at the shop. fetch my bro and sis. frens not at bp. bro and sis are preparing for their finals. so cant find ppl to go movie and yum cha with me.. sighhh...
then my mom oledi plan everything that i need to do during the holiday. the very first thing is paint the whole house!!! i going to faint when i heard that. haha..
*Mom: ehh.. ah yoong.. help me paint the house during the holiday ya. together with ur brother.
*Me: why? we just painted the house last two years. paint next year laaa!!!
*Mom: cannot!!! next year u leaving to america liao. then nobody help me to paint...
*Me: -_-llllllll
*Mom: haha.. thats why ask u paint this year ma.
Then i have nothing to say. anyway.. this is part of my responsiblity. I want to do everything i can for my family before i leave. actually i feel very scare to go study at america but i have no other choice as this is the road that i choose. i need to carry on. but i think i can overcome it.
Miss all my frens so much!!!! :(
10:12 PM
back to college oledi. i am taking world religion and US history this semester. both are tough subject. my heart keep asking me to start study but my mind keep asking me to relax first. haha..
I have no idea wat my history lecturer teaching about. he didn teach us about the history though. so i dunno how to study for it. and the text book is so difficult to understand. after reading still dunno wat i study about.
must really start to study during the weekend since i have nothing to do in the weekend. haha..
1:12 AM
last sunday was my grandmother's birthday. had a celebration at my house. invited all the relatives and frens. chat with them and played around with my cousins. XD
12:46 AM
ah gong
It has been one year since you left us
we miss you so much
but you will always remain in our hearts
the time i spent with my ah gong really not much.. because i always thought that my grandparents will still be there when i grow up until my grandfather left us that day. i just realise they can't with us forever. we also dunno when we will leave this world.
so we must try to spend time with family members and friends.. and cherish all the time and memories with them. or else we may regret for not doing that while they are there for us. i did feel that.
11:09 PM
Finally i back to home at 1:30pm today!!! so happy.. :)
going to enjoy my 3 weeks holiday at bp..
anybody at bp now pls contact me ya or else i sure very bored. haha..
happy holiday!!!
11:29 PM
finally, i finish my finals oledi!!! i am freaky happy now!!! lolx..
i am free~~~ XD
p.s. ah chin~ u better come back this december. or else i dunno when we can meet again. i miss u so much!!!
1:59 AM
Hey, i am wishing you a happy birthday!!! 
Yes.. this one better.. 
Friendship Forever!!! 
The Twilight Saga New Moon
Ninja Assassin
A Christmas Carol 
